D.I.D. or Spirits/D*mons

I suspect some with D.I.D./DID will find this article so TRIGGER WARNING:

brief tr*uma talk, occ*lt subject matter, mention of d*mons, brief mention of P*zzaGate, Ped*gate etc…

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I usually DO NOT use trigger warnings. But some with DID may find this article in a web search. And I don’t want them to see anything triggering unless they chose to click then read article.

I would like to share some personal experiences of someone I know. He has allowed me to share his experiences as long as I don’t use his name. We are very close and he is just being diagnosed with DID, so he and I are very new to it. So forgive me if I say something silly. I am learning as fast as I can about DID, there is so much to learn.

 

If you just want the itemized This vs. That list, scroll to the bottom of article and skip my paragraphs leading up to it. (Eyes roll LOL 🙂

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Due to the exposure of Ped*gate, and Pizz*gate there are going to be more and more children coming out of the woodwork with DID. So it’s just a matter of time. As those survivors grow into adult hood the psychiatric community is going to see a dramatic up tick in this trauma born mental skill. I don’t like the word (disorder, or illness) as having DID is a survival skill. And people who have DID seem to be very strong and very resilient indeed! True Heroes! The definition of a real survivor.

I am not going to use the term ‘victim’ over and over in this article. I don’t like that word, I will say survivor instead.

Anyway, I know that some of the phenomena of DID can make the survivor think they have something supernatural or paranormal happening to them. Perhaps they think they are possessed or schizophrenic. I know some of the experiences can be very similar, seeing or hearing other people, disembodied voices that persecute you, try to push you to kill yourself, your family, or hurt yourself.

My friend, lets call him Geo, was raised in a religious family, lower income, lower education. So anything out of the norm was considered d*monic. This only served to further harm Geo, who is also an empath,  in addition to the trauma he survived that he does not remember. So for his entire childhood and young adult hood (prior to the occ*lt) he thought he was being persecuted by d*mons!

What Geo has been experiencing with therapy is a blessing and a malediction. It is a relief to know finally why he has all these confusing experiences, but on the other hand Geo is also saddened that his suspicions where true.  The painful or traumatizing memories bubble to the surface, and he has to accept them.  No longer ignoring or pushing any pain deep down inside to avoid.  He was abused and it was hidden from him by sentient fragments that kept the horror locked away.  Even tho his life, Geo’s life, has been very hard. Geo remembers loads of trauma on his own, at his own hands or those of other abusers, why didn’t the alters protect him from that trauma too? Is one question he has… either of us have yet to fully understand that.

What someone with DID must wrestle with is forgiveness of self first it seems, forgiveness for all the years of c*tting, harming and hating yourself. Forgiveness for not thinking you are worthy of love, or have any value. And if your alters have hidden from you the entire time? Why? Are they afraid of you too???  Your alters that are hiding from you must know you will be understanding of them before they ever step forward. Or will you hurt them too? Will you tell them “That’s not possible!” when they try to share their story with you? Are you ready for that? Can you accept the possibility that their history may also hurt you more? Will you be strong enough to comfort them?

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“Your alters that are hiding from you…”

Geo had major issues over coming self loathing, self harm, drug addiction, suicidal lifestyle, and spiritual illnesses as well. It has taken him decades to even be ready to accept this diagnosis in a healthy manner, and it is still challenging for him. Just being open to the fact that there was more than just his personality inside was hard enough. He is not prone to make believe, or imagining things so he can be different or “special”.

So to get to the point, “am I d*mon possessed? is it spirits?” Well if you are not practicing w*tchcr*ft or s*mmoning spirits, then most likely no.  But if you are dabbling in the 0cc*lt, then you put your self at risk of harassment by them.  But that in another post. If you want to break free from spiritual harassment go to www.sisintel.com for more tips on how to break free.

But Spectral Intel is a Yeshua centric website, so if Jesus, the bible or God triggers you, you’ve been warned 🙂

Anyway, Geo has discovered most of the times he heard a voice speak to him, it was an alter, most likely. And his self loathing stems from an alter that holds onto even more trauma than he himself remembers.

I’m not completely ruling out everything preternatural as Geo was into some pretty serious occ*lt subject matter, and did experience very real issues because of it.

But! I am not going to blame every weird thing that happened to Geo on some invisible spook either!

Now that Geo has stopped practicing the dark arts, he does occasionally have issues when he brings some one out of the occ*lt and into the light of Gods love. But any one will experience that, when you help free someone from spiritual b*ndage. Because the battle of Good and Evil is real, and our souls are the prize. Whether our cultural confusion wants to admit it or not, the facts do not change. There is true darkness in this world, and many of us have had to stand nose to nose with it, and survive to live another day.

We live in a mysterious universe that we may never ever fully comprehend, even after we pass on into eternity. We will always be in a continual process of learning, changing, becoming something even more incredible than we were….hopefully. So the phenomena of the mind is baffling, everyday our scientific, medical, and psychiatric communities learn something that was previously thought the bizarre and nonsensical or magical.  The foolish human race, for as much as we pride ourselves in ‘knowing’ there is a universe of what we have not yet understood. It will make our understanding at this point look like medieval medicine!

Not all who hear voices are terrorized by d*mons, not all who see specters are haunted by them either.

Differences in experiencing Alters vs. D*mons

What Geo has also mentioned you might find interesting. He said his alters feel different from your run of the mill unclean spirit.

  • how they feel
  • the environment they appear
  • and their presentation or content (although an alter that is ‘non human’ or a violent one may feel similar in some ways? We are not sure, still learning! 🙂

How they feel: His first experiences so far has been with a young girl. She was very friendly, even tho he was very afraid as it was a new experience for him. Geo said he did not sense the same murderous vitriol he senses from unclean spirits or d*mons. Geo said when an alter is near he does get dizzy or feel faint, but it is different than when a d*mon is in the area. If a d*mon is there you may feel sick, like you are being electrocuted, and nausea and faintness all at the same time with a sense of primal fear or dread.  Some have other physical phenomena like eye flipping, but that can also be DID switching! Some have eye flipping when they sense a d*mon near.  Geo says even tho he was afraid when the alters try to make contact it was not the same as the fear from paranormal harassment.

The environment they appear: What he has said is this, when he first began to have alters step forward (which is very recently!) he said it is in a brightly lit room or window/mirrored surface portal thingy. Like a window or mirror appeared in his mental sight or mind but very clear! Not some ghostly apparition, even tho the girl was see through it was different. He mentioned the first alter to introduce herself was very real and it frightened him as he was not used to how it would feel. He had his eyes closed, it became very bright, and mirrored grey glass folded over him and her living image was on the surface and she was smiling. He is only just begun to accept that they are even there, so the process is only just begun. I will update this article as he tells me more. He said, when he is preparing to go to sleep, eyes closed and it’s dark, he will see the transparent forms of spirits who have come to harass him for whatever is currently going on. And they appear differently than the alter. More monstrous, and see through, but it may be different for others.

Their content or the vibe they give off:  or I might say their thoughts? The few times he has met an alter he said it was very different from a d*mon. He said while he was afraid, as it was a new experience, but he did not fear for his life.  Or that his life was in danger.  He relates that when a d*mon has come near, you can feel that they just want to devour and violate you, as they hate all humankind and want to wipe us off the face of the earth since they accuse us of stealing their ‘birthright’. (another article all together!) We are not sure if a scary alter would feel the same way yet.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Fairy & ET similarities

Hello, I have created a list of similarities I have come across in my decades of research or personal experience. I want to share what I have learned. This is a long list of similarities between ET’s/Aliens and Fae or the Fairies.

Both ET’s and Fairies

  1. Shapeshift
  2. Appear luminous
  3. Walk through walls
  4. Abduct people
  5. Victims have missing time
  6. Victims taken to their territory or claimed area
  7. Sexual encounters
  8. Portals in forests
  9. Portals in bodies of Water
  10. Telepathy
  11. Hybrid ‘replacements’ of people
  12. Can cause illnesses
  13. Can heal illnesses
  14. Amoral
  15. Cannot reproduce/need humans
  16. Claimed territory is known as a dangerous place in legend or rumor
  17. Victims have claimed victory with Jesus/God/Bible (in Newfoundland long ago Mothers sewed bibles into children’s clothes to protect children from the fairies)
  18. Associated with the Fallen in one way or another
  19. From another world
  20. You can call them to you
  21. Time of visits differs from real time
  22. They exhibit control over the environment
  23. Deception used to lure people into a relationship or to come closer
  24. Victim marked physically
  25. Victim marked mentally
  26. Strange lights are seen
  27. Family lineage affected
  28. Pregnancies affected
  29. Can make humans pregnant
  30. Victims are compelled to visit locales or territories of them
  31. Lights lure people to locations
  32. Victims travel from one place to another without having traveled by foot
  33. They play mind games
  34. Memory wiped
  35. Outside of God’s grace
  36. Phenomena before trajedy
  37. Lights seen deep in woods
  38. Promises made that are lies
  39. Babies taken
  40. Deep seated hatred for people or disrespect for human race
  41. Victims life becomes worse after contact
  42. They are weak and sickly
  43. Humans used to strengthen their stock
  44. A worldwide phenomena
  45. Some are helpful some hurtful
  46. White gowns or appear angelic
  47. Look humanoid or similar to people
  48. Eyes that freeze victims or hypnotize or bind
  49. Aversion to Holy items
  50. Aversion to Yeshua Jesus
  51. Their world overlaps ours
  52. Magical powers or technology that appears magical
  53. They demand/ask victims to renounce God

Missing 411 by David Paulides research shows some similarities in connection to the Fae also….

  1. AntiGod
  2. Abduction
  3. Luminous
  4. Shapeshift
  5. Missing time
  6. Walk thru walls
  7. Claimed territory near bodies of water
  8. Claimed territory in forests
  9. Hybrid replacements
  10. Victims taken to their claimed territory

How to Get Free From Dark Spirits, Dizdar

RUSS DIZDAR HOW TO FIGHT DEMONS HOW TO REMOVE SPIRITS

Russ is a long time expert in real spiritual warfare, that is biblical and free of the trappings of the occult or superstition etc. How to safely gain true supernatural power thru Yeshua Jesus Christ, the I AM THAT I AM.

How to Get Yourself and Others Free From Dark Spirits – Casting Out Demons – Russ Dizdar

Targeted Individuals Tips

 

This is the latest I have been able to find for people that are victims of electronic harassment. This is the most helpful info I could find so far…

Here is a helpful Youtuber who works with a scientist to make many DIY devices for others with your issues also
HerbsandBeadsWorks
How to ground your body https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVuSRMXTiBU
DIY frequency protection https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iIoM0_VNyP0&t=11s
Protection against Nano and RF https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=txxQmQtE0Sk

Here he discusses the foil blanket faraday cage https://youtu.be/DQe3B_59kgw Better design below as you need to ground it with alligator clips! 🙂

http://montalk.net/conspiracy/55/how-to-block-microwave-mind-programming-signals
This article mentions using an electrically grounded (not touching the skin) shield.

Interesting points from article:
“Using a microwave signal strength meter, I have made several objective observations about these signals:
They tend to be beamed through the window of a room where one spends the most time, usually the window facing the front street.
They are specifically directed to target and track a person inside his home.
The tracking speed is slow, and when the target moves, the signal takes several seconds or minutes to search and find the target at his new location.
When the target enters an area in his home that the signal cannot reach, the signal goes on a wide search mode, thinking the target has left his home and is traveling about town.
When the primary window is blocked off, within days the signal finds another window or thin wall to penetrate.
One can feel the effects of this signal, which may induce a dull headache or pressure in the temples.
It appears cell phone towers are generating these signals by triangulating hotspots on selected tracked targets. This would require that computers perform the calculations necessary to alter the signal of each of three cell phone towers so as to triangulate a hotspot of signal at the target’s location. When the target moves, new calculations have to be made, which takes several seconds. Maybe something else generates the beams, like satellites.
These signals may consist of microwave carriers with ELF modulation, and perhaps with audio or text encoded messages. Some possibilities:
The microwaves resonate with DNA, can penetrate flesh and bone, pass through some walls and windows, and are already in use by cell phones.
These signals entrain brainwaves into a high-beta state, which causes aggression and stress, or an alpha level that induces hypnotic states and muddled thinking.
Besides the ELF waves that entrain brain states, the carrier may also convey audio messages. I have not verified what these messages are, but they could be something along the lines of “you are angry, you cannot think, you give up, you have no energy, etc.” These audio messages could be modulated into the microwave carrier via frequency modulation, while the ELF brain-entrainment signals could be amplitude modulated.
There may also be emotional signatures frequency-modulated into the carrier. These can induce anger, frustration, sadness, or essentially any human emotion into susceptible targets
Standing waves within buildings can cause phase cancellation, turning the EM energy into scalar waves instead. These may have additional psychological, biological, and even paranormal effects.”

What Can Be Done

There are two things you can do. First, you can learn to better cope with these signals. The more you are in control of your own mind and emotions, and the more observant you are about your own behavior, the less influence these signals have upon your thoughts, feelings, and behavior. Knowing is half the battle. Second, you can take additional steps to reduce the level of EM radiation in your home, by blocking these signals.

Standard methods of blocking microwave mind programming signals consist of Faraday cages, but proper Faraday cages made from copper mesh are difficult and expensive to build. Meanwhile, aluminum foil hats actually increase signal exposure by acting as antennas and resonant cavities unless they are grounded, so you can forget about that.

An easy and relatively cost-effective way to block microwaves goes as follows:

1) Obtain these items:

Several emergency foil blankets (also known as space blankets, emergency camping blankets, or mylar foil blankets). These come in small folded packs, found in the camping section of department stores. Available on Amazon.

Banana plug to Alligator test leads. These cables will clip onto the foil sheets and plug into the ground hole on your electrical outlet. Available on Amazon.

Alligator leads, to connect one sheet to another. Available on Amazon.

Duct tape, packing tape, or masking tape to hang up the sheets.

RF / MW (radio frequency / microwave) signal detector, optional but highly recommended. Two that work well are the Cornet RF Meters on eBay and 3-Axis EMF Meter (orange ball) on eBay. Detectors are important. I call them anti-paranoia meters, because these will confirm that you’re not just being paranoid. Their frequency range must go up to 3 Ghz minimum, 6 Ghz ideal. Anything lower than that will not pick up on the higher frequency microwaves. Avoid the CellSensor detector and anything that’s a gauss meter, since these are only good for low frequency fields under 1000 Hz like from transformers, power lines, and household appliances, not cell tower radiation which is typically in the 900 Mhz to 4 Ghz (4,000 MHz) range.

If you cannot obtain a signal detector, take your best guess at which windows or walls to cover. An ideal choice would be the corner or wall closest to your bed. Any protection is better than no protection. But without a device to measure what’s really there, your subjectivity may get the better of you.

3) Use the signal detector to record the relative signal strength from all windows in the room you wish to protect, preferably the office or bedroom. You can even move a metal pan held a foot away from the detector, around the detector in order to block the beam, thereby indicating what direction the beam is coming from. Depending on the type of detector, you may also notice peaks and troughs in the signal strength, as you move the detector in a linear direction; these are the nodes and anti-nodes of standing EM waves being detected.

4) Without gaps, cover the walls or windows with emergency foil blankets, using tape to hang up and connect the pieces. It does not matter which side of the blankets faces the wall as far as effectiveness goes, but put the metallic side (which can be scratched off) toward the wall or window so that it doesn’t get rubbed off by stuff in the room brushing up against it. If covering walls is too much, then just cover the window. If this is too ugly for you, then using this same method you can make a safe room out of a large closet, or put your bed or desk in the corner and cover the half of the walls adjacent to it. Leave some openings for ventilation.

5) Widen the splayed banana plug tip by inserting a knife of thin screwdriver into the gaps, and stick into the ground jack on your electrical outlet. This is the middle one that’s round, not slotted. It won’t fit in the slots anyway, which carry dangerous electricity. These instructions are written for the USA type outlets; consult references for your country’s outlets otherwise, looking for the ground connection.

6) Then connect the alligator clip end to the bottom edge of a blanket, so that it grips onto both sides of the foil. Then use double-alligator wires to connect one blanket piece to another, so that an electrical pathway is traced between the grounded plug and the last blanket. The more grounded outlets used, the better.

7) Check for incoming radiation, add another blanket where necessary. After an hour or two (or a week or two) check the remaining windows and compare their signal strength to what you recorded previously. If they are now showing intense incoming radiation, the signal has re-oriented and you must cover that wall or window as well.

You will feel the difference. As an experiment, tape up only half of a grounded blanket, so that you stand before an uncovered window. Verify the beam is strong. Then tape up the rest so the window is covered. The pressure in your head may disappear, only to reappear if you pull the blanket down again. If you live in a flat urban area, the field intensities tend to be high. Some places I have lived, the radiation was surprisingly weak and so no foil blankets were necessary.

Why does this work? Microwaves cannot easily penetrate metal, especially grounded metal such as the electrically grounded foil blankets. When an incoming microwave beam hits the foil, if the foil isn’t grounded then it will “splash around” and reflect in various ways, sort of like a water hose aiming at a dinner plate. Your meter will detect the energy leaking out around the foil blankets in that case. Radiation will still enter your home but at least not be as directional. But if the foil is grounded, then the energy is sucked out of the beam and channeled into the ground hole on the outlet and out of the building through a copper rod sunk into the soil (buildings are supposed to have these per regulation). Then the sheet acts as an absorber.

The reason why emergency blankets are recommended over Reynolds aluminum foil is that these blankets are larger, more durable, cheaper, and easier to hang up. But you can use aluminum foil if you wish, and being thicker they will be slightly better at attenuating the frequency. Though some signal still gets through, and foil does not block pure ELF waves (ones without a higher frequency carrier), this is one step to greatly reducing the level of incoming microwave radiation. To block ELF and especially scalar waves is not easy, so I have no tips regarding those.

Other Miscellaneous Tips

For temporary relief, go to the basement, lie on the floor, or move around. These prevent strong hot spots from locking onto you. This may seem paranoid, but test it with a signal detector and you will verify this for yourself.

If one has a choice, avoid spring mattresses. Use instead air mattresses, waterbeds, wooden cots, or futons. Platform beds made of wood are available to support a futon mattress. Springs are like antennas, and focus EM and ELF energy into your body while you sleep.

Get proper sleep and nutrition. This means enough calories, protein, adequate minerals, plenty of clean water, and fresh fruits and vegetables. Being deficient in any of these will cause mental weakness and submissiveness to mind programming signals. Foil shielding may improve sleep, if sleep is being disrupted by such fields.

Question baseless thoughts or emotions you may have, especially negative emotions such as aggression or depression that urge you to act without thinking. Becoming aware of their presence is often enough to deactivate them.

Don’t let the means become an ends. Reducing mind programming signal influences should serve to increase your productivity and efficiency in what you truly desire to do, the goals you choose to follow. Don’t let fear and paranoia become obsessions that displace the importance of following your goals.
Wound marking from Directed Energy Weapon

I have also seen markings that look like a grid of circles burned onto patio furniture etc.

https://www.quora.com/What-can-I-use-to-block-high-frequency-microwave-radiation
This article mentions ways to block microwaves.
https://www.quora.com/How-can-microwaves-be-blocked
Here too.

Here is a link with forums for other Targeted Individuals https://duckduckgo.com/?q=forums+for+targeted+individuals&t=ffnt&atb=v149-6__&ia=web
I use the DuckDuckGo browser as they DO NOT CENSOR RESULTS THAT GOOGLE DOES.

When researching these types of topics it is best for you to also use DuckDuckGo.
Health Related

Spiritual Warfare for Teens

A comic book to teach teens how to do spiritual warfare is nearly complete. This is a sample of a page from the comic, its a scene that occurs just before the main character prays to bind the entity harassing her. This comic will also show the miracles and positive side of the supernatural. The comic SpiritWar will teach teens how entities can gain permission to enter into your life, and how to revoke that permission and gain true divine power of GOD!PAGE-1-SPIRIT-WAR-MANGA

Can Cannabis Harm a Christian Spiritually

Hi, Rebecca here, I want to share the spiritual element of cannabis and how it may affect you if you are a follower of Christ.

Before you read let us pray, Dear Alpha and the Omega, I AM that I AM, Yeshua Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. If anyone wrestling with the same issue I had, please open their eyes to see truth, their ears to hear truth, and soften their heart to receive this information. Please help any who wrestle with this issue and are not aware that this is how they are being compromised, to understand it. Bind all spirits of blindness, bind all spirits of hate, allow them to see. In Yeshua Jesus I pray Amen.

In the past I used cannabis for pain issues when I didn’t want to use prescribed opiates.  I had justified its use in that way.  I know many believers still use it as a pain management plan, and if it works for you, I am so happy that you found something that is ‘natural’ and not addictive like Opiates. This article is NOT TO CONDEMN THOSE WHO USE IT, it’s just my story. Okay?… ok 😊

So, for years as my conditions progressed and I had to use cannabis daily, it progressed to several times a day. What I noticed is this, it caused depression, it caused anxiety, and worse of all! It opened me up psychically or spiritually!  This last point is really the reason I want to share my experience.

Just to fill you in on the type of person that I am regarding my spirituality, I pray, a lot! I study and research a lot! And I am very strict about what I watch on TV and the music I listen to. Anything that is degrading, demoralizing, or demonic and violent I don’t watch that stuff anymore.  That’s just to let you understand what kind of person I am, I am not trying to brag.  FYI I used to LOOOOVE Marilyn Manson, Geiger, any kind of violence and darkness, just as a side note.  Anyway, I found that regardless of how prayed up I was, or how pure I was trying to live, EVERYTIME I utilize cannabis whether CBD or THC, does not matter, I would feel another data stream pouring into my brain. And I did NOT LIKE IT!

I am trying to say, regardless of how much Holy Spirit I believed that I had, things were beginning to bother me. Thoughts and feelings that are NOT natural for me anymore came to me. Ideas that were NOT me, popped into my head. Desires that are NOT me began to grow. And in all honesty, they were not good.  Some disgusting, base, and perverse. Stuff I would NEVER WANT TO DO naturally!  That’s not all, wrongs against me would swirl and foment. I found myself mulling over those who had sinned against me in the smallest way. I was now becoming an unforgiving wrathful murderous person. If you knew me, you would understand how ridiculous that sounds that I would become that. But please be aware, if you have DID ( dissociative identity disorder), some of these traits may be there naturally, so that is in another article here.

I have since stopped all cannabis usage, and guess what? All that stopped. My depression is 90% under control, my anxiety is low, and what is most important to me… the Holy Spirit is the only spirit I commune with.

What I observed is this, it opens you up to receive whatever zeitgeist is being promulgated on the masses spiritually.  Whatever hidden sins that are swelling up from the poisonous filth ruining our world, you may be a vessel for it. The more sensitive you are, the more you will feel it. I have always been an empath/sensitive whatever…. My entire family has that 6th sense. I am aware of foreign thought forms that invade my consciousness. As this went on, the more I became uncomfortable with its effects upon me.

You may not have any where near this experience. Great! I’m happy for you. But down the line, if a loved one says to you, “What happened to the person I used to know.”, or “That’s not like you at all! When did you get into that stuff?!” Do you get my drift? You may not even notice how you change, it may be so slow or in such minutia that it escapes your attention.

If you profess to be a follower of Christ, you use cannabis, and you are wrestling with foreign disturbing thought and feelings??? Well, try going off the stuff completely for a few weeks.  You will feel like a new person…. I did and I have not looked back.

In conclusion this is what I have suspected, that Cannabis is a mild hallucinogen, much like LSD, DMT, or Ayahuasca. Yes, I know it’s nowhere near as strong! But like the others, it opens you up. It makes you susceptible to influence of the energies swirling around us every day.  If you were forced to take spiritual warfare as seriously as I have you will come to the same conclusion, it’s not safe to put your self at risk.  If you disagree fine, I just want to let others know there is something spiritual about cannabis and it affected me poorly.

 

God Bless you all,

Rebecca